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Just off the phone to my parents, wanted to pass on an idea on something to watch on the telly, was a video about the great driver Jim Clark. Passed to my mum and I was saying to her that my favourite bands album will be released on pre order wed coming – her words … Read more

Heres a little something – earlier this week I got invited out for a beer with Kate, which is fine. We had the odd conversation, she was excessively on her phone, I could feel the urge for attention and then I caught the corner of my eye on tinder. I instinctively asked wether she still … Read more

Something that really scared me just then, i just finished watching a show called YOU which is based on a book by the same name. The premise is a guy that owns a book store, a girl walks into the store and he instantly falls in love with her. Has a charming conversation and gets … Read more

I talk to you at new years day, had a bit of a problem today.   Had a couple of drinks last night, nothing serious simply to celebrate new year etc etc   Woke up today about 5pm feeling pretty nauseous, if that’s how you spell it. Most importantly I have had this horrific vulnerable … Read more

A new thing has showed up recently, incredibly vivid dreams.   I have stayed at my parents for the past week or so, its been kinda okay. They haven’t bothered me that much mainly because my dad has been sober for the entirety of the week and a half. I write this because my mother … Read more

I write to you at the moment sitting in the same room as my parents. On one hand there is something wonderfully safe about it, comfortable and relaxed. On the other hand however there is a problem, I find myself extremely easily irritated by them, the distinct smell if urine from my father sitting next … Read more

To start with something really nice happened, I met Kate which was nice. She was keen as fuck to the point where we slept together on the second date. First date made it to first base. Something bizarre went on, she was really intense and interested. She also was seriously honest with me even on … Read more

Something curious has showed up, Met a girl start of the week called Kate, which is fine. Start of the week she was simply a tinder conversation, by this morning she was leaving my home. Going through a horrific emotional experience dealing with this, was weird yesterday that when I met her it ended up … Read more

Been a real struggle the past few days, as per usual I spent alot of time over analyzing and it occurred to me that perhaps there was some evidences of desperation in the conversations I had with Debbie. I think that’s where I went wrong. On the other hand there has to be a level … Read more

This is the hardest part for me, earlier today I called out Debbie – I posted her a message asking when she would like to visit the cinema (you may remember my collecting of tickets for a visit) her response was “not anytime soon” subsequently I lost all levels of patience and asked “when I … Read more