Been a real struggle the past few days, as per usual I spent alot of time over analyzing and it occurred to me that perhaps there was some evidences of desperation in the conversations I had with Debbie. I think that’s where I went wrong. On the other hand there has to be a level of responsibility, it was unfair for her to lead me on like that simply to be shot down. That’s life I suppose.

I savoir was last night, was at a music gig with my great and dear friends where it was such an amazing atmosphere, where I was so relaxed and happy. Able to express myself without fear of ridicule or simply someone not listening. Was amazing.