That guy that says all good things come to an end eh?
Past few days have had positive and negatives, was my dads birthday and again he wasnt drinking and I had a great time hanging out with him.
Then there was my mum, again a positive was I think she is enjoying the fact that I care. I keep on annoying her to drink more, the fact that because she takes unwell sometimes I make a point of shouting at her for not taking care of herself.
Then there’s the negatives, its really hard to sit and watch them waste away like they are and not actually listen. My mum was specifically horrible on two separate occasions, the first being she called me out in front of my beloved grandmother saying how i called her “a horrible person” despite the actual words being “that was horrible” as she stamped out my thoughts on my idlewild gig saying “forget it” and “youv’e had it”
Second occasion being I had an accident with my grans laptop, spilled some water on it and as a result it became damaged. My gran says it was her, just to protect me. Yet my mum calls me out in front of people again. Uncool.
Final part is the most hurtful, the time period of meeting Kate was okay. Something didnt ever add up properly, I think I mentioned I got really mad the last time I met her in the pub and I got really mad afterwards. Stuff didnt make sense basically.
Yesterday I was casually on social media and it saying kate “in a relationship” so I assumed that someone had been messing about on her fb as a joke. As it turns out it was an actual thing and started being one on monday, so for three days I was unaware I was speaking to a girl with potential views of a relationship without actually being told. Exceptionally hurtful, no wonder it reminded me of alix, shady dealing.