Something I wanted to write.
Thursday there I had a catastrophic fit, mainly because I was on my own. It was really scary to the point where I was on the phone to my parents and I got really emotional. Been a write off past couple of days as a result now. Strange thing that happens to me after these events, its like a pressure release valve. I become more chilled out, relaxed and focused. Suffering still mind you, continual headache, chewed tongue most importantly the isolation schema becomes magnified 10 fold. Really intense right now and has been for a considerable length of time. Going to go on the phone right now to breathing space, not had anything in mind in terms of taking pills and stuff but dear god is it isolated here.