Not long woke up from the nightmare of all nightmares, relatively vivid at the moment so I thought I would write it down. I remember living in a house where I was unhappy, then Gemma was there, I was invisible and entirely ignored. My friend Kelly was there I think also, then Gemmas new fiance showed up and he also ignored me. Then I remember a moment where she asked her BF to take his shirt off, next thing I know im running as I think i have caused and explosion or something. Obviously not detailed enough to create a clear enough picture but dear god it was hurrendous.
Another horrible thing that happened yesterday, ever since I took unwell with this damn epilepsy, I have experienced a terrible headache which comes and goes regularly. Then my mum got into a conversation where she expressed how concerned she gets when I appear upset or “down in the dumps” as she said. I explained there was a whole host of reasons including her, then I cant remember much else, most importantly she came to the subject where she voiced about how Gemma got mad at her for looking at my phone and more importantly explaining that to Gemmas mum. Well you know the rest, the important part is she asked me wether ann would do the same, I advised no and my mum responded to say Ann was a better mum than her? I mean what the hell?