Welcome to my newly created diary/chitchat place, an attempt to remain anonymous will be good for a while. Not many people will read this which is good also.
An opportunity to voice your inner monologue perhaps?
Last couple of days have been weird, been suffering a difficult few days as that critical eye buried deep within my mind has been on the rampage, there was one day where everything went wrong, I lost my house key – attached to that was a key to access my incredibly sturdy bike lock. So as a result I now have a locked up bike that I cant get too.
During the week I also had to say a proper goodbye to all my girls, handed back my kit. It was all sorts of horrible and a rush of bittersweet came flooding back to me to a point where I struggled to hold myself together.
Yesterday I also invested some time in getting myself a coffee, what a difference it made to me. I was incredibly productive completing so many tasks that I had in mind to do for like two weeks. The downside to that was that my mind was racing where it created mad crazy thoughts.
I will get back to you with that.