Couple of days ago I woke up to a load of cold sweats, absolute total fear.

One of those absolute nightmares came back, this one was all about gemma. Cut a long story short is it was effectively me trying again with Gemma in a relationship, a short period of time then subsequently the relationship crashed and it resorted going back to her getting married, difference is that I was present throughout that time period. Most important factor was that it had a lasting effect on me, this is sunday I write this and it was roughly friday where the nightmare occured. A brutal experience where I suffered a major decline, only just recovering now.

Worth a conversation for sure.