So yeah. Conversation yesterday was more devastating than expected.
After I left my appointment I went to my parent’s and just lost it entirely, tears all over the place. The fact of the help i get coming to an end and the money issue just got to me entirely. The fact I get to have a conversation about my life in general, as I mentioned before I am a realised and I was afraid that at some point the conversations were going to come to an end. I just don’t want it to.