Been an interesting couple of weeks, with all those problems being solved I have arrived in a place where I haven’t been in a long time. The final piece of the puzzle is resolving the problem with this football, been hanging over me for so long to the point where I have had many sleepless nights. I currently sit here in front of my machine doing things, I want to be more productive in terms of avoiding this horrific guilt trip experience, when i sit here i don’t really do much apart from sitting inside the eve online game, if i spend any significant length of time “grinding” in a game. Which don’t get me wrong I could probably do i get an incredible guilt trip, I also suffered today when I saw my group of players this morning who won 7-1 – I am still pals with a few of the parents of the girls and when i see them win I’m sure I’m going to be the enemy, the guy that put them through the defeats, now whoever takes charge will claim of the credit and positive chat.
I tried to do a good thing, I expressed limited information on twitter where I could share what I have been through to see if it would inspire other people.
More to come later.